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hi, im back...ish
soooo i went on hiatus without actually saying i was doing that, i am sorry bout that to everyone that was looking for coms. i finished what i had left, and once that was all sent out i just ghosted everyone, and that's not cool so i am sorry but it there was too much happening. the quick run down, was that by may of last year my meme was on a decline. we'd already been told she had weeks and it seemed that way too. we'd had the same thing happen around december, so come may we thought this might be it for real. it wasn't, but mom was being called home way too much by then to be with her so we did what we said we we would when i agreed to help. we switched our positions, i would get a 10-7 and she would would stay home and take care of meme and try her hand a doing her crafts. by june i had a job, and its manual labor. i was, and am, far too tired most days to think or want to do art that feels like a 2nd job. so i just...didn't want to come back. on october 4th meme passed
why my replies been slow like for 2yrs
the reason is simple, i am a full time care taker. i dont post about too much, if at all, bc it just...it is what it is. context: those of you who know i moved around '18 so that we could be with my grandma(meme) since she'd been lonely. she wasn't so bad off then but within the '19 she was horrible for a few months, and got a bit better when we moved again around mid '19. in oct/nov of '19 my aunt came to live with us. (idk if i posted about that tbh) the last 3 months meme has declined, within the last week and this week she's declined even further. she needs help with everything, and is so shaky she can't really stand for more than like 20 seconds, so i have been wheeling her about for bathroom and anything else. she'll wake at any time and need me to administer morphine and that shit whacks her out so i have to sit with her to make sure she doesn't take off her oxygen or fall until she's asleep. in other words im fuckin tired. and atm my side monitor died 2 days
commissions closed 7/28
im estimating around 6 weeks, 8 at worst. but it really depends on if we can get net sooner or not. i'm moving so i just wanna finish the few coms i have left. and maybe post some designs i want to sale before i go dark idk not sure
no longer takin flats commissions at all
that's it, that's the post.
was gonna post it yesterday but realized it was april 1st and didnt want ya'll thinkin i was jokin.
if you care to know, it's no ones fault. the reason is that i just don't enjoy doin em anymore and haven't for a looooooooong time.
imma blame it on just being bored of doin the same thing so much, the majority of my coms are flats so ye
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Hiya!! Are these open at the moment, by any chance? ;v;